I hate when you know something isn't right. You know what it is, and you fear it. But yet you pretend that you don't know what it is and pretend that you dont know what to do, when you know exactly what you have to do.

I don't know, I just know.

There is no place like home.

we fear rejection, want attention, crave affection & dream of perfection.

Anna Ternheim Shoreline

my hair thing.

I love this little hair thing i bought in camden market in London. A little hippy, but it works and i love it :)

Have a good day!

Last night Henrik and I celebrated our 4 month "anniversary", some people find anniversaries lame. I like them! It gives you an excuse to spice it up once a month! And that is exactly what I did :)
Now I am gonna go for some suntanning! Then a run and then it is NYKÖPING to see my girls. Have a good day!

Henrik always smile in his sleep.

We are so much more than just friends. :)

what can really go wrong in london?

So this weekend I went to London to visit my Maddy! I can't believe it's been a whole year since I saw you. The best part of seeing Maddy was that it was exactly just like it has always been. Nothing has changed. I had such great time with you. Such a maddy and Stina trip = absolutely planned NOTHING. we didnt have a place to stay, but luckily our amazing friend Hanneke took us in our second night! mwahhh we love her! We went vintage shopping, we went food marketing, we talked, we starbucked, we walked and walked, we tubed, we ate bagels and we went to raves! Definition of a great weekend. I love you madeleine browning. I cant wait to see you soon. If not sooner, I will see you at thanksgiving at your house. Im coming whether you like it or not :)

Love you always and always.

4 months as a Wini :)

Come on! Look at him! He's even cut in a diaper hat! I'm a very lucky girl :)

I'm off to an interview with GANT! Wish me luck!

Then it's Harry Potter time with my Henrik! THEEEEEEEEEEEEEN TOMORROW MORNING I AM SEEING MY MADELEINE IN LONDON!!!

Always next to me.

Some things are harder than you think.

Something i made.

Adventures are the best way to learn.

A wonderland

Release.

I just had to post this photo because it makes me smile so much.

As goos as new.

So I left grönhögen and I am back in Uppsala with Henrik! I was so sick yesterday and with just a little love and stina's special tea, I'm as good as new! Well almost :) So today I am going to do absolutely nothing just because I pretty much never do that and it is crappy weather and because I can :)

Now it's Sex in the City time! See ya!!

I'm coming home. :)

20 is a crisis.

Lately I have been stressing alot about what I should do. I think I have hit the "20 crisis". Like I know what I want to do in life, I know where I want to go and what I want to become. But I have so many things I still want to do, things to see, people to meet, explore, and try. I may have already traveled the world and it may not be my priority right now, but I want to do something. I want to try something new. I want to do a new sport and then move somewhere and pursue this hobby and really do nothing else but that. It is confusing growing up figuring when it is all going to fit into your perfect plan. I am not ready. I am not ready to be fully grownup and having a 8-5 job and start a family in 2 years because my degree is over. I want more than that. What is the point in life then? I want to live with the myans for a month so that I know all their history and stories they have to tell (which takes a month, they say), I want to go to africa; and not just for two weeks but for 3-4 months, I want to go to grand canyon and really climb it, I want to run a marathon, I want to walk around barefoot in a country where you should, I want to learn to love the oceans and discover what the world stand on, I want to hike, I want to go to Anartica and see polarbears and penguins (yes i know they both aren't there), I want to live on an Island in Fiji and do nothing but kitesurf and eat fish and drink whine. I have so many things I want to do in this life and so many things I want to see and learn. I may be confused and I may not have a plan. But I have the most amazing person in my life who supports me with everything. And that is all you really need. Someone who says "You CAN do it, you SHOULD do it." I love my Henrik for that. I love him because he makes all these dreams and goals a little bit closer to reality then what they were before. And the words of henrik "Everything will be alright." and you know what, they will be, they are, because I am starting my adventures and dream in California in about 2,5 months. To tell you the truth, I probably wouldn't have pursued this dream if it weren't for him. :)

I'm a lucky girl.

Hello.

Memories make what we are, dreams make what we'll be.

Sometimes you have to let go.

Facts about Stina.

Whats your middle name? Marie

How big is your bed? At the moment I don't own a bed.

Last person you hugged? Viktoria

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My dad

What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? EYES! Always Eye! With both sex.

Do you want children? LOADS!

Eye colour? Maddy says they are the color of the beach.

Favorite holiday? Valentines and Stiniday.

Have you ever cried over a boy? Yes

Piercings? Just two, my ears.

What were you doing before filling this out? Stretching

Have you ever loved someone? Yes.

Are you in love? Yes.

How many times have you been in love? 2 times

Who would you like to see right now? My Maddy

If you could go to any place right now where would you go? Probably Uppsala to make a little hut in Henriks room and then surprise him. :)

Are you missing someone? Yepp

Are you hiding something from someone? I'm an open book. So probably not on purpose if so.

First thing you thought about this morning? That I need to book my tickets for LONDON next week!

What makes you Unique? Everything.

What are you afraid of? Besides my shark phobia, probably disappearing.

What are your nicknames? WHERE DO I BEGIN?! :)

First thing you would save in a fire? My computer. I have EVERYTHING in here.

What do you usually do when the clock says 11:11? I think of my maddy.

What do you think about before you go to bed? What I have learned that day...

Are you Happy? Very!

First self-respect then sexy.

HARRY POTTER SO SOOOON!!!

GOOD STUFF!

I have had the best night sleep ever! When I wake up at 6:30 by myself and is so alert. Beautiful weather beautiful day. Now it's time for work in 2 hours! I'm off for a walk :)

i want an ab circle pro!

MUTEWATCH

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http://mutewatch.com/

Thank you

I am the luckiest girl in the world and I have never been this happy. Thank you for that Henrik.

It was a birthday celebration!

The day after my birthday, on saturday, I had my birthday celebration with a few of my friend. I had a little get to gether before with some champagne and cake! I am so happy that everyone came, it was so nice to see everyone and you all contributed to the best birthday week I have ever had. Thank you for all the presents! Here are some photos from a good night!