A good day

After a nice cousin sleepover with some wicked ice cream and caramel sauce, I got up early to go and visit my little sister! It was so nice to see her and her boarding school. Kajsa is so grown up! :)

Here I have a photo of my cousin Ulli where she is a badboyyyyy. ISN'T SHE A HOTTIE! rawr!

Yay to maddy!

Today I got a letter from my Madeleine! It made my day sweetie. My little hair tie will now become my lucky hair tie! It will NEVER leave my wrist. Promise! I love you Maddy. Your letter is already on the way. :) Missing you.

can you sing?

At the moment I am working on finding an Artist/Dj for the production company Berman Brothers (The producers of Maroon 5, cold play and etc.) If you know ANYBODY contact me on my email; oerwen91@aol.com Please send me their website, myspace, soundcloud or anything where I can hear them. This is a great way to get recognized and for fill someone's or your own dreams.

So just keep sending and I will help you out!

oerwen91@aol.com

It's easy removing people from your life,

when they shouldn't even be there to begin with.

Fadderfest!

Yesterday, we had our final initiation party for our "older brother people". We were suppose to dress up like 4th graders and have a real disco! It was a great success and alot of fun. Unfortunately, terribly hung over today which I can't recall I ever was after discos in 4th grade.

But it sure was alot of fun. Thank you for a great initiation and a great night!

STINI GOT HER DREAM JOB!

I want it to be summer again!

I honestly don't know what I would do without my Maddy.

the world

Today I realized that I have yet so much to learn, so much to see, so much to do. Today I learned that I am young. Today I learned that I am going to do exactly what I want to do. It is pointless waiting around for things to happen, for people to do things. You have to take an action and do it yourself. I feel as if Im being tied down to something that I don't want nor need to be tied down for. I feel that there isn't a plan out there for everyone. I am the plan, I make the plans and I do the plans. I decide where I am heading and where I have been. So what I am doing? I am saving my own life with my own will because, I'm going to explore.

"If there is anything we can know with uncertainty,

we have to doubt everything we know. "

life

"If you are really honest what you want out of life, life gives it to you. "

- Ted Moseby

Have the courage to set something free. If it is yours it will come back to you. If not, it wasn't even yours to begin with.

I have set it free and I have let it go. It has flown away.

This is not happening.

the very first snow

Today was a great day. Started off by me heading home to Sofia's and having some wicked breakfast. After getting ready, we headed for IKEA. First thing is first, meatballs! Then the actually purchases. The big spender I am, spent a while 26 kr! oh yes, one clothe cleaner roll for 9 kr and a hand towel for 17kr. I WENT FULL OUT! Then it was cinnamon bun time with coffee! Oh yes. Then we decided to head back home to get ready for Snerikes Song party thingy. ineresting. So what hits my eye when we are on our way home? oh yes, the year's very first snowflake! Everyones grumpy about it but I couldn't be more excited! The snowmen making, oh yes here I come!

Now my friend Chris is on his way over to cuddle with me and drink hot chocolate! Yes, I am happy I still have my malaysian Chris :)

But I am really happy that I have my Sofia. I really am. We get closer and closer everyday, we're practically married now! haha. No, but uppsala wouldn't be the same without her. :)

So as for now, im putting on my new sexy running pants so that I can just jump straight out of bed tomorrow morning and get running. because guess what? Thats all the fun i'll be having with all the 100s of pages I have to read. woopidooo.

Good night people. Have a jolly night!

IT IS SNOWING!! It is snowing in Uppsala today for the first time!

I haven't been this excited in a long time!

:D

my maddy

I love my girl!

you can do it, i can do it, we all can do it.

No matter what the down fall may be, no matter what you are going through, you will get through anything with just a little bit of determination. You can do it. We all can.

All in your head

Did you know that All emotional pain lasts for 12 minutes,

anything longer than that is self-inflicted.

—	Psychological Facts

"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare

False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."

The Girl - City and Colour

Wish I could do better by you,
'cause that's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl

When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave
Fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
You don't ask for no diamond rings no delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl

hugs and love

Hugs

Hugs are the best thing in the world. From just a hug you can feel the feeling of comfort, love and security.

A hug you can give to a lover, friend and even a stranger.

But with just a hug you can brighten anyones day. Its a way of showing that you are there whenever someone needs something to hold on to.

Hugs are my favorites.

REDBULL makes you strong :)

I want us to what we are meant to be.

You were my everything, and I was yours, but I dont want to be that and I dont want YOU to be that any longer; because it is unhealthy. I want us to be two individuals that fit, not two people that grew together as one, then trying to make that work. I want to follow my dreams, just like you are. I want to be a star, so you can be as proud of me just as I am of you. I want us to be two extraordinary individuals that fit, not two siamese twins that are forced together because they dont know any better. I want us to be what we are meant to be.

I do want you to be my something. at least one day.

youre my something

Time heals everything.

It does. to an extent. Each day gets better and better, but not because the pain actually goes away. But because we slowly start to "forget". But do we really? Will we really ever forget? Do you think it is even possible? If you ask me, no. What time does though, is that is gives us more space and time to look at things from a new perspective. It makes us realize how silly we may have been, and it makes us realize how great things actually are and how lucky we are.

I am lucky. I am lucky to have you. At times we may feel that nothing is worth it, but when we loose it we realize how great it actually was. Take the time, take a breathe, because if we are as great as we are or at least have been; we will be better than ever before.

My sunday and new life!

WAAAHHHHH!

Today was one of those lovely little sundays. Where you go for a nice little run in the cold but yet sunny weather. See a friend. Do some studying. Go for a coffee. Then come home just listening to some chill music staring into out of the window to the beautiful fall weather and then taking a little nap. Then you meet up with a few friends for some spaghetti Bolognese. Just a very nice soulresting sunday.

As of tomorrow, my new life starts :)

Stina for once in her life is going to get routines! Oh yes, I have never had them, but ladies and gentlemen now I do! I have my whiteboard and my planner. VOILA! I will be fitting in a 1 hour breakfast chilling time everyday, at least 1 hour exercising either at the gym or a run, or dance. Then studying! OBS! of course classes!

Yes, routines will be nice for a change. :)

Good night Sunday. Make it a good day tomorrow too! and I hope you like my new blog update.

Goodnight people.

Xoxo Stiniwini.

just a thought

You always know the answer. You just decide to ignore it. Just take a second. Take a breath. Your head will be cleared and the first thing that pops into your head, usually is the answer.

Life really isn't much harder than that.

Listen to your thoughts.

A poem that made me smile and think of you

Although I can see
Your beautiful face,
And I remember the feel
Of your warm embrace.

My heart beats
Like tribal drums,
I miss you so much
As I start to hum..

These words in rhyme
Come from my heart,
Which is aching now
Because we're apart.

How I long
For the day,
When your all
Here to stay.

There's a lump in my throat
As tears start to well,
For missing you
Feels like hell.

I can live without you.

I just don't want to.

Weirdos never part

I miss my madeleine browning. Its hard living and breathing with a person for 4 years and now all you get to do it skype. She makes my day everyday. Just a message on my wall or even a picture of a random baby rabbit from her brightens my day. Now thats the definition for best friends; "Being able to bring happiness into each other's day without the presences of one and other, just through a thought"

I love you Madeleine Browning. My weirdo forever.

Goodbye McNamara

Today my Emma McNamara is leaving me to go back to KL. It was so nice to have her here this week. It was like we never left each other :) It felt like we were back in KL, but in Sweden. I will miss her so much. But I will see you soon Kiddo. But for now, chin up high and smile because its what you're worth. I'm proud of you and I love you very much.

See you soon. Your, McSteamy.

happy birthday grandma!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORMOR!

85 years today

I love you!

THE ARTS

courage

“Courage is the discovery that you may not win,

and trying when you know you can lose.”

500 days of summer

Last night I watched "500 days of summer", this was my second attempt after falling asleep the first time. Guess what? I loved it.

What I loved about it was the outcome and the meaning of the movie.

"Coincidence, that's all anything ever is, nothing more than coincidence... Tom had finally learned, there are no miracles. There's no such thing as fate, nothing is meant to be."

Booboo gets coozyyy

Today my friend Stina moved out and into her own room. As much as I will miss her, I finally have my own room. So I have my Emma here to make it real nice. We cleaned it out so nicely, vacuumed and everything, super nice. Here is my Booboo chilling in the cozziness! Ill put up some photos tomorrow when its fully done to show you how nice it has become!

Good night beautiful people.

And this is for my Madeleine so that she knows I am thinking about her.

I will miss you.

The Émma is in Sweden!

My McSteamy has arrived to my country!! YAYYY!!

First day we explored the capital, Stockholm! Now we are back in Uppsala. Tonight we had a corridor party which was just....interesting... haha.

But now I have her for a week and she is going to experience Uppsala as a student! Like me! :)

Stay tuned for the adventures of The Mcs!