You lie once, shame on you. You lie twice, shame on me.

You don't need to grow up, you can be childishly mature.

Mondaystuff.

New week, new beginnings. Have the best week everyone!

Crayfishes

I know I have been very MIA the past week, but I have just been trying to focus on myself. I have started a meditating class which is 3 hours everyday, and it has really been such a good class to really dig deep into your thoughts and feelings. What I love about meditating is how relaxed you get, and once you start feeling the control, you learn to control yourself in such ways that you can just go back to that place peaceful mindset when you get stressed or worked up about something. It really is very healthy to have control of yourself, and I don't think alot of people do. I think people often let their emotions control them, which in the long run never really gets you anywhere. Some people think meditating is stupid, but finding that "third eye" you are able to touch your feelings, and then you can press on them how much you want and really feel them. It is like "massaging" your feelings haha. The harder you push, the more it hurts, but the pain releases quicker. So it is definitely something you should try! Find your inner focus and feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel :) 

Yesterday it was crayfish party and goodbye party for my friend Emilia who is moving to Miami for a year. It was so great seeing everyone as always! It was my first Swedish crayfish party, which usually is a tradition here in Sweden. So it was alot of fun!

NOW IM OFF TO MY CLASS AND A BEAUTIFUL DAY. 

 

Henrik and I broke up this thursday.
Not because there wasn't any love left, or that someone did something to hurt the other person.
It just ended.
It was a beautiful ending.
He was and still is today and forever will be, the most amazing person that has walked into my life.
He has shown me a way life can be, a way life should be.
He usually says that I have taught him how to love.
But it was him that brought it out of me.
I have never loved in such way, that we did. It was a special unconditional love.
Now I have let him go. I have let him fly away.
Even though my heart is completely crushed, and the ache in my heart haunts my dreams.
I do go to bed every night smiling to the thought that I did get two amazing years with him.
Two years where we both learned from each other, and taught each other to be the best that we could be.
It may be over, but I am so proud for all the amazing memories we have together and the extraordinary love that we have felt for each other throughout it all and still do today. That's the thing about unconditional love, it never fades.

You are the best thing that ever happened to me.