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a good night

Here are some photos from last night :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA this is horrible.

Because I can

Chill, there is still a tomorrow.

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."

- Robert Frost

This quote is so true and satisfying. The past couple of months it has really proven it's meaning. No matter what down falls or changes. Life goes on.

There are times when things may feel like it is the end of the world, where there is absolutely no good outcome on things. You're right, there may not be a good outcome, there may not be an outcome at all! But, there is always something new waiting for you around the corner. There is always something new happening, the world still keep spinning. Each day is an adventure filled with all kinds of emotions and adventures, you may cry with a friend over a broken heart, you may be laughing your ass off for the retarded things you do, you may be stressing over an exam and you may be pissed off with a taxi driver for taking you around the city and making you pay 50 bucks when you should be paying 10. There are all kinds of things happening. Things may SEEM shit, and most of the time they are, but they don't have to be for very long. The sooner or later you realize "Wow, that sucks." and then move on, the less time you will be focusing on the bad. Why need bad energy, when you can just shrug those shoulders?

"When one window closes, another window opens." Exactly. Don't beat yourself up over things. They are shit. But you will get over them, and things will fall in to place. Don't try to fight it, it's fate; everything happens for a reason. Sometime it is a shitty reason, but it's at least a reason. As long as life has a reason, we have a tomorrow.

Good night, sleep tight.

colorblind

Ashton Kutcher

He makes me want to melt. CUTE & FUCKING AWESOME.

the acceptance of pain

1) Accepting that the pain is a cleanser, in spite of what we are going through; and

2) Reflecting and asking: “Why did I attract it? What is my lesson? What do I need to change? What do I need to open?” There is always, according to the information of how the pain comes to us, some lesson about what we need to do differently.

The faster we move away from being a victim to accepting the pain as a cleanser of our ego and cleanser to open our heart, then the faster we will go through the second stage, which is asking the question: “What do I need to learn from it?” All the faster the pain will go away, and we do not have to wait for the entire process of pain that usually would diminish our selfish desire, would break our ego, would open us up.

Often we think that emotions, feelings, experiences are much more powerful than a thought. A thought, an idea, is something that is very not tangible, is not something that necessarily we will feel its energy, its power. We feel much more personal with emotion – an emotion of love or hate, of good or bad – that seems to be a much more real experience, physical experience, meaningful experience, deeper experience. Butthought? There are many thoughts! It is remote. It is in the air. It is imagination. It is not something tangible and physical.
However could thoughts be bigger than heart? Thoughts are bigger than feelings? Higher more Powerful? Do we give too much power to feelings and emotions?

- Ashton Kutcher

Can you raed this? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.

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A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love,

listens but doesn’t believe,

and leaves before she is left.

"Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars."

listen to it :)

http://vimeo.com/3849885

This is such a good song. My maddy showed it to me and i love it! It is such a chill pick me up song :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA BELLA!

Just a memory

It sucks to miss someone, but it is okay. You have to miss sometimes. It is only natural to miss someone or something that has been a big part of your life. Usually people prefer to ignore such feelings because it usually ends up bringing you down and holding you back. But when you start to deal with such feels you learn how battle them. I didn't allow myself to think of the past to think of memories and times; but lately it has caught up with me. Yes, I do miss it all, i miss everything about it. But I cant let my past mess up my present and my future. Especially when you can't do anything about it. For the first time, I don't even think I want to do anything about it. It is fate. Everything happens for a reason. Everything you do, I do, we do, happened for some reason. I don't believe in fate; because I believe it is up to you to act on something in order to make it happen. But now I just get such a rock in my stomach that says no. Instead of being bummed about it, I smile. Doesn't matter how it ended, how it was left, or what really happened, the important thing is that it did. It happened, and it is why I am here today. It is why I am the person I am right now, it is why I am doing what I am doing.

So tonight I will go to bed with a smile. And I will wake up with the same smile I do every morning. I will probably brush my teeth and think of a good memory, and i will continue to smile, because it is all I have left to do. It's all I can do. It's all I want to do.

The Drums - Down By The Water

My favorite song right now. LOVE LOVE LOVE!

now listen to it.

goodbye sofia

(here is a photo so that you dont forget me)

My sofia, my wifey, is leaving today! WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT YOU (for like 4 days) ?? I won't eat for 4 days, since she is the person that feeds me! haha.

I dont know but it definitely will suck. I WILL MISS YOU! Say hi to NY for me!

I'll see you soon darling! Bring me fun stuff!

I love my dad :)

It is okay to miss someone.

This youtube made me smile. I want a reaction like that when I show up :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSMlIM9zLio

“That’s the thing about destiny.

Instead of too many choices,

you suddenly have none.
The Prince of darkness finally sees the light,

only to realize it’s no longer an option.
And the time for love has come and gone.
The rest of us just have to keep moving forward.
Except the choice is out of your hand.
It’s up to the fates to decide."

The amount of happiness that you have depends on the amount of freedom you have in your heart.

yes

I went to a bal last night

Yesssss! Yesterday was the Snerikes November bal. It was a lot of fun! We all got to dress up in nice long dresses and the men wore tuxes! DAMN.

We got to dance dance dance! Holy moly that wasn't easy dancing all grown up :) But it was sure a night to remember, my first bal in Uppsala. :)

Here are some pictures to from the night with Ullis, Julia and our dates; Felix, Jocke and Sixten.

Thank you for last night!

http://hereswhatyouare.com/

Life can only be understood backwards;

but it must be lived forwards.

We all saw it coming...

The scientist

"Nobody said it was easy

Oh, it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

...I'm going back to the start. "

into the west

Into the west by Annie Lennox.

Is my favorite song! Yes, it might be Sofia's funeral song but it make me feel so pleased with my life. I literally just lay in peace smiling when I hear this song. Even if it is about death and going to heaven. It is so lovely.

LISTEN TO IT. It will change your life! ;)

Coolest baby ever

The baby in Willow Smith's (Whip my hair )music video is awesome.