Saturday, November 24, 2012
Yes,heismybestfriend.
Today is the first day in over 2 weeks where I have had time fore myself. I am constantly surrounded by people, and don't get me wrong I love that! But when you are working 8-5 every day and you are meeting so many new people, getting new impressions constantly, and using my brain in a whole new way. TRust me, you get so exhausted! So today I have the apartment all to myself, so I just made myself the biggest breakfast, recapped on all the gossip girl I have been missing out on, and I am now off to a dance class. Then it is time for Swedish House Maffia!!!! SO EXCITED! :)
Thursday, November 22, 2012
30 days until the world ends.
Have you thought about that... That it may actually happen. I dont really believe in the whole mayanns theory about the world coming to an end in 30 days... But what if it is actually true. What if we only do have 30 days left on this planet. What would you do? What would you like to try and experience? Is there anything that you would say to someone? Something that you have been holding back? Well thats the whole stupid thing about endings. You always wait until you HAVE to say it. But why do you HAVE to say something or do something just because it is coming to an end? There is a reason to why you have not done it or said it. There is a reason of fear. So now all of a sudden, when you believe that there is an ending you all of a sudden HAVE to do it. Because you have nothing to loose.
Just because you get sick and you may die in a couple of months, doesn't mean you HAVE to travel the world and try all the things you always wanted to try and you say the things you "really mean" just because it is coming to an end. It really is something that I could punch someone in the face when they question; when people ask me "If you knew that you were going to die in a week, what would you do?" Well probably nothing out of the ordinary.I would do the things I KNEW I loved. Things I have been doing my entire life, spending time with the people I really loved, nothing special, just enjoying the things that matter. Traveling around the world to different places that you have never been before, just because some guide and movie said you HAVE to see these places before you die. That's absolutely ridiculous. What you don't know, won't harm you. You can't miss out on anything, when you don't know what it is like to experience it already. It's like, trying all kinds of new and different foreign food, that you may not like, but just because it looked good in a cook book you had to have it before you died. Instead of enjoying that regular hawaiian pizza that you love and can get from the pizza place next door?
My point is not to tell you what to do the next upoming 30 "last " days. But what I do think, is that we never really take the time to be grateful for the life we have. I have a friend called Sofia, and she is probably on of the most content people I have ever met. She is just content. She loves her life, just teh way it is. Even when she may stumble along some bumps on the road she focuses on the other things that level her and by that keeps a pretty stable life, therefore she is always content and forever will be. If these are my last 30 days, I will do absolutely nothing different with my life than from what I did today.
If you want to say the things you want to say, say them. don't wait. Want to experience something, well then don't wait until you have no hair left on your head and can hardly move.
It's all about self fulfillment. If you are happy when you die, you know you have fulfilled everything you possibly could. Like I always say "The day when I die, will be the happiest day of my life."
Just because you get sick and you may die in a couple of months, doesn't mean you HAVE to travel the world and try all the things you always wanted to try and you say the things you "really mean" just because it is coming to an end. It really is something that I could punch someone in the face when they question; when people ask me "If you knew that you were going to die in a week, what would you do?" Well probably nothing out of the ordinary.I would do the things I KNEW I loved. Things I have been doing my entire life, spending time with the people I really loved, nothing special, just enjoying the things that matter. Traveling around the world to different places that you have never been before, just because some guide and movie said you HAVE to see these places before you die. That's absolutely ridiculous. What you don't know, won't harm you. You can't miss out on anything, when you don't know what it is like to experience it already. It's like, trying all kinds of new and different foreign food, that you may not like, but just because it looked good in a cook book you had to have it before you died. Instead of enjoying that regular hawaiian pizza that you love and can get from the pizza place next door?
My point is not to tell you what to do the next upoming 30 "last " days. But what I do think, is that we never really take the time to be grateful for the life we have. I have a friend called Sofia, and she is probably on of the most content people I have ever met. She is just content. She loves her life, just teh way it is. Even when she may stumble along some bumps on the road she focuses on the other things that level her and by that keeps a pretty stable life, therefore she is always content and forever will be. If these are my last 30 days, I will do absolutely nothing different with my life than from what I did today.
If you want to say the things you want to say, say them. don't wait. Want to experience something, well then don't wait until you have no hair left on your head and can hardly move.
It's all about self fulfillment. If you are happy when you die, you know you have fulfilled everything you possibly could. Like I always say "The day when I die, will be the happiest day of my life."
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Midwednesdaycelebration
Today I finally began my project at work! Loads to do, and loads to learn but sooooo much fun! After work I went to look at an apartment, and I FELL IN LOVE! Hoping to put a bid on it tomorow. SO cross cross your fingers! After that I went to see my Anni and her boyfriend Christian at an Audi event, which was hosted by Steve Angelo (Swedish House Maffia guy) and his wife. It was a perfect way to end this wednesday! :)
Ben Cocks - Your Firefly
I love listening to this song in the morning when I am making breakfast or just waking up in the shower. So nice :)
Sunday, November 18, 2012
STELLA21.
Friday, November 16, 2012
Weekend, thanks.
FRIDAYYYY!!! Today I had my very first afterwork at the office! It was alot of fun! :) I love working! A weekend, has a whole new meaning! After that I met up with a girl named Emma, someone I met at a crayfish party a while ago and also bumped into last week at the Kevin Murphy show. What a great girl! I love living in Stockholm and meeting loads of new people. I know it had only been a week, but I have literally met about 50 new friends, and it feels like I have known everyone at my work for months. I am really happy and I am absolutely in love with my job! The company and all the amazing people that I work with! :)
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