Thursday, September 29, 2011

Day 4: School time!

Day 3- Mission: Getting Henrik healthy!

Today we did absolutely nothing! Henrik has been pretty sick all week, but got really bad during the night. So when he finally got up this morning I took him to the hospital, where we ended up spending the entire day. He had to have an IV drop as they ran alot of tests. It was really scary because when they were putting in the IV drop, his eyes rolled back and he started shaking  and his entire face went white, even his lips! they said he had a seizure, but he was back after only 20 seconds or so, but he was so tired and cold the entire time. Now we are back home and dead as dogs! He is not allowed to eat for another 24 hours. Poor boy! So I'm gonna have to give him so extra loving! :)
Nighty night

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

I love cinnamon & raisin bagels!!!!

Day 2: Shopping!

Today I woke up really early, due to the jetlag probably, and went for a run along the boardwalk at 6 am. You would be surprised of how many people are out in the morning! I then just sat on the beach and watched the surfers surf to sunrise, it was so gorgeous. Again, the scenery is so beautiful you can't keep yourself from smiling. Then Henrik had to go to school so I decided to do some shopping. I bought too much! :) But good stuff! Unfortunately, the only thing I forgot, which was the whole reason of going shopping, was to buy a camera! So I will do that tomorrow instead. Henrik got really sick during the day and had to go to his University's hospital, he's been feeling bad all week, but it got really bad today. As we were riding the bus back to Henrik's place, we met up with a guy who was selling his car, which Henrik also bought! Very nice. A convertible, which will be be nice here in the sun and perfect for when you go surfing. You can just pop your boards in there! Anyways, Now it's time for bed. We're getting up early to go surfing in the morning. Sleep tight everyone.

This is a metaphor for my trip; learning to take a leap.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Day 1 - Mission: getting tanned.

So I have arrived! I am finally in San Diego. Henrik and I checked into this really nice along the San Diego shoreline hotel, it was very nice. Since it was our 6 month anniversary, we wanted to make it a little bit special. It was so weird to see him again, it just wasnt real. I couldnt stop touching his face, because it felt so surreal. The first night we literally didn't do anything; we just ordered room service laid and looked and each other and talked all night. It was so nice. We woke up pretty early the next day, had our breakfast at the hotel and then just laid by the pool and tanned and swam pretty much all day, and success! i'm tanned ! haha i fit in now with the rest of the people. Then we went to Wallmart! of course! stoked up on all the american goodies which i have been missing all year. So 111$ of candy! good stuff! haha
Then we went back to his place, which is a cute little beach house. It is so nice and right by the beach. Yet, we are trying to find something else so that we both can live in, since this will be a bit crowded with Henrik and I and his 2 other rommates. Good guys though!
I will get my American number today when I go shopping, so I will send it to those who needs it :)
Other than that I am in paradise. And I am happy as a bee! It is weird when you meet someone you love so much, after a long period of time and you don't really know what to expect, but when you see them everything makes sense. I am a whole again. It's like the puzzel is complete again... It's nice and I haven't stopped smiling since I got here.

Sunday, September 25, 2011


Laters Skaters Sweden :)

Saturday, September 24, 2011

A winglini feeling

I don't even know where to begin. Last night was STIL fashion show, which we have been planning since January. It was the best feeling watching everything. I was so proud of my group members for what they have accomplished and amazed with all the designers and our gorgeous models. 
Today, it is my final day in Sweden. It feels weird. It doesn't feel like I am really leaving. I am very excited to go to San Diego, explore a new city, dance every day and to see Henrik. But it is weird when you leave people behind. Because it is not like I am moving forever, I will see everyone in 4 months. But it is still an important part of my life that I am pausing. I like my routines. I like my friends. I love Uppsala and everything that revolves around it. So I may not be sad about it, but I have this weird feeling about it. I'm going to call it.....hmm.... the winglini feeling!! Yea, that describes it! :)
Well anyways, I am still packing... but hopefully I will be done in time for my dinner! 

I am SO doing this.


Friday, September 23, 2011

The STIL morning!

It is the morning of STIL!!! I got so much butterflies in my stomach!!! I am sitting here having an hour long breakfast and drinking my coffee in a robe at 5 am morning, yet I am so excited!!!!
You will see photos tomorrow!! BUT NOW, its work work work! wish me luck!

Thursday, September 22, 2011


Today I just ran around doing errand for STIL fashion show, which is tomorrow night! Which is going to be AMAZING! Look at this wicked stage!!! Now I am off to bed for my 5 hour sleep, to then get cranking for the day I have been waiting for the past 9 months. Nighty night!!

My new little blog

I am packed!!! Go me!!! NOW I have STIL stuff to do all day! =)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011



I have failed. I have failed at packing. I hate packing. and I suck at it. So fail. Now I am off to run all my errands for the day, lunch with my lovely cousin, run more errands, work out and then have a lovely night with my dad! He has flown to see me just for tonight to say his goodbyes! I am almost off now. I couldn't be more anxious to see Henrik! A month can fly by and you hardly think of it and then BOOM last week, goes by like forevvvvver! Meh. Well anywho! Talk to you later!

To sum it up.

4 days until San Diego!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

I'm going!

wohoooo!!!! I finallly got my VISA!!! Yayyyyy!!! I am so happy! I am ready and I am off! San Diego here i commmmmme! 5 days!!!!!!

The secret to getting ahead, is getting started.

Kap Slap - Guetta's Calling Solveig Up (Titanium x Hello x Pumped Up Kic...

Monday, September 19, 2011

If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,
So you’d always hold me, close and near.
In your arms, where I’m meant to be,
Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.

A bond so strong, a hold so tight,
To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’.
A blessing sent from up above,
In you I’ve found my one true love.

Our lives entwined to be as one,
Upon this journey we’ve just begun.
Where you and I will find no less,
Than eternal love and happiness.

How I wish I never knew.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

A good night with a good friend

 It is so weird that just two months ago we hardly knew each other and today she has become a very close friend of mine, whose become a big and an important part of my life. She is amazing in every single way. & it sucks that I am leaving right in the beginning of our little "romance", but I will see her California (hopefully!) and if not, well i will just have to miss you until mid January! :) 

my mom.

Yesterday my mom and my little sister and I went out on a boatride around the Stockholms skärgård. It was so nice! Sweden is so gorgeous! But most importantly, so is my mom. I am going to miss my mom so  much when I leave. She is just amazing in every single way. I know you usually say that, but she doesn't have a flaw! I can't believe she is 59 years old and looks like this. I'll be so lucky if I look like her when Im 40! :) there is nothing I am more thankful for than my relationship with her. I love her.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

In 8 days I get to lay on top of my Henrik :)

An Early Saturday!

ONE MORE NIGHT OF NO SLEEP! woho! So now the past three nights I have slept 4 hours all together! Weird thing I have no crashed just yet, once I do I will sleep for like a day. But anyways, today I decided to go for another one of my 6am walk. But today I ran! At 7am I passed by a sunbed tanning place, so I did then. Then I ran back home. I have just had my breakfast and is now having my morning coffee! Then I am jumping into the shower to go to Stockholm. I am seeing my mom and we are going out on this boat around Kungsholmen and having lunch there. THEN TONIGHT! It's Kajsa J and Stini Partytime! Ohhhh what a day!!!
Compliments. Compliments are easy. Sometimes compliments are just made for the sake of courtesy. Some you take to the heart, some are just an everyday passing comments. Some compliments you remember for the rest of your life. Some compliments you are given, subconciously defines the person that gave them to you. Do you want to know what I like most about compliments? I like the fact they do nothing then cheer people up. Doesn't matter if people find them "fake" and that person "fake"; Because for that slightest moment when they are given that compliment, it does trigger your "happiness" neurons in your brain and your heart does smile for a second. Because no matter if they really mean the compliment or not, you still take it to heart, in hoping that it is true! I love compliments and I do love complimenting people when I see them, because 99% of the time there is at least one thing that I like about that person, it can be something they are wearing, something they just have done or succeeded with or just how they look that day, so why not then throw them that extra compliment? Why think to yourself "She looks great today! is it her hair?" and why don't you express it? 

Friday, September 16, 2011

early bird!

Yesterday I got my American Visa! With a few twist and turns and a few "stina" U-turns and some 6,5 hours waiting later I managed to get my visa! WOHO! 
Then it was Stocken time! Unfortunately, my last Stocken before I leave for San Diego. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT'S 9 DAYS UNTIL I LEAVE? Crazy! 
Well I was up the entire night with the worst fever and sweating flods and my stomach wasn't doing too well either. At the verge of dying at around 4 am, Henrik calls me! :) That always puts me in a good mood and helped my body rehabilitate itself. He is my nervecalmer! Whilst I was speaking to Henrik I went for the most amazing autumn walk at 6 am, the sun was just coming up and the air was amazingly cool and the temperature was perfect from the sun. It is these moments where I just love autumn, other ew. Then I got home at around 8am had my breakfast called my mom and then did my laundry and cleaned the bathroom and kitchen at the same time! Now I have spinning in 2 hours and then it is IKEA at 4! Waho! Then some very much just friends cozy loving time tonight. See how much you get done by just getting out of bed at a normal hour? :)

some twists and turns