Thursday, September 30, 2010
This is one accurate and very interesting quote. Because you do. Every day when you wake up you get a new opportunity to change all these things about ourselves that we may not like, or thing we shall improve on. But the change doesnt have to wait for a specific occasion, it has to happen at different opportunities. Opportunities that allows you to think differently and act differently upon this specific opportunity. Life doesn't allow you change, nor does time, only you have the power to change who you want to be, and most importantly, what you want to be.
Some people are scared of making changes. But if you have realized the things that you have done wrong and things you can improve on, then why not?
Why not take the next second and change you life?
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
Hi alot of things are happening right now, which means I have a lot of things to tell you. Things that I would only tell you, things I should only tell you and things I just don't tell anybody else. You are here, but yet a thousand miles away. I want to say I miss you, but somewhere inside me I don't. Not because I don't want to, but because I don't have time. I wish you could come and see my world and approve. Cause on some sad level it all has to do with the approval. I am so proud of you. If you only knew. You should be proud of me too, if you only knew. I hate that I can't just call you and tell you what happened. I hate that you are not the first to find out. I haven't thought much of it until a news I found out today. Where I wanted to just call and brag to you with my happiness. Because it is what I always do. Because on some level it would make you happy and proud of yourself, because on some twisted level it was influenced by you, just like everything else I do. But some part of me hesitated of the thought of you not caring. I know you care. I know deep down inside you want to know that I am happy. But then at the same time you are a frightened it will bring us close again. I am too. But point proven many times, we've always been close. Whether we want to or not. Because it is the only thing we know. So deal with it. Because I am & I miss my best friend.
Today was just one of those beautiful fall days. My friend Chris and I went to look at a few apartments and had breakfast and went for a lovely walk. We even got to see the filming set of the movie "The girl with the dragon tattoo".
Now I have a heavy day ahead of me which will include of 24 hours studying. YES.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Friday, September 24, 2010
Good luck tonight. You will do great, as always. I'm super jealous of the people that are able to be there. Don't forget my song :)
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Anybody that knows me, knows how important my grandmother is to me. She is the apple of my eye, and the rock of my heart. She really is the most amazing person I have ever met. I am sitting her trying to study and I started to think of her. Just the thought of her make me happy. I am now 19 years old and I still have her in my life. How lucky am I? Speaking to her is the best battery charger in the world. Now when I finally live in the same country as her again I can call her everyday. It is not so much what we talk about, but the sound of her voice when I call her. She doesn't only smile, she comes to life in a way that brings a smile to me. Because when a phone call can boosten someone's energy this much, is the best feeling in the world. To tell you the truth, there is no one that can put a smile to my face like my grandma. I love her more than anyone in this planet. She is not just my other half, I am her other half. I mean, I have half her name! Anna-Stina! :)
She is turning 85 in 2 weeks and I can't wait to see her! I just wanted to say it, that I love my Grandma. & I am so lucky I still have her in my life.
Cherish all days with the ones you love, especially the older ones. :)
-Cause a phone call does it, trust me. It's better than nothing! So call your grandma!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Someday, we'll forget the hurt, the reason we cried and who caused us pain.We will finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and own time. After all, what matter is not the first, but the last chapter of our life which shows how well we ran the race.
Yesterday Chris and I met up for some coffee and a super cozy coffee shop where I am hoping to be working soon! We are trying to find an apartment together, hopefully!
As usual when the internet is slow and I am bored I turn to my saver, photobooth!
Anyways lets get studying for me EXAM. yay to the nay...
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
We all love the sun, we all love the sunny moments in our lives. But we can't always have a walk on roses and expect life to be made out for us. What would we then learn from things? Nothing. We would start to take things for granted. Doesn't matter if it has to do with school, career, family, friends, love or even your hobby. You will always have to fight things to be able to learn from them. These are things you grow from, mature from; and most importantly what makes you stronger. However, it is hard to fight struggles on your own without the support that keeps you from falling. They can be the one that charges the battery, but you are the one that uses that energy to push to your limit and get through it. So just remember, even on the rainy days you can do it. Because we all have someone that cares. Sooner or later the sun will appear, then you might not take these struggles for granted and actually know that they have had an impact on who you are today.
YOU CAN DO IT.
Monday, September 20, 2010
It is pretty awesome how a person can have such an influence on you. Because whether you like it or not everyone whose there with you when things happen or when decisions are made, will have that special influence. Then there are those few that were just with you through pretty much all of it. Like a best friend. When you are then separated from that best friend it gets rather confusing and uncomfortable because you don't have that best friend there any longer to experience it with you; worst case scenario, even tell it to when it just happened.
Most people then start to look for someone new because you it was so comforting knowing that they always had that person. But what I realized last night was that, I don't. Because if you are real "best friends" just like we are, I know I have you right by my right side if I ever need you. Because that's the beauty of being true friends, no matter what storms and distance; the ships always meet at shore again.
Thank you for always being my best friend
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Dancing, shots, love, smiling, tickling, spooning, dreaming, naps, study, eyes, smiles, run, sky, mormor, lingerie, passion, nostalgic, night, being retarded, candles, my friends, bodies, showers, baths,Kuala Lumpur, whine, family, meatballs, sweat, Chuck bass, fashion, nerds, love goggles, shampoo, pillow, photography, booboo, beach, bubble bath, licorice, skiing, Uppsala, touching, skype,, living, laughing & My gummybear.