Tuesday, December 28, 2010

its maddy

Have you ever missed someone so much that you're like "Fuck it, Im just going to get on a plane and go now?" Well that is how much I miss maddy.
I found these photos of maddy and I when we went to the Zoo right before summer. Well when we are standing and waiting for our driver we got bored; what do stina and maddy do when they are bored? Dance or take loads of photos. Voila! In the middle of traffic maddy and just start going at it dancing and jumping and we are taking loads of snapshots. Well it was such a nice day and the photos are just so funny to look at it. I love when you catch yourself in motion. Well anywhoo I just can't wait to see my maddy. There is NO WAY I am waiting until summer! NO WAY. im coming. woman. NOW!

love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love

Just l i v e.


Today I went skiing for the second time this Christmas, I just love it so much! I wanna do it more or go on a ski vacation! But tonight is Rueben's last night and then tomorrow is my last day until I go back up to stockholm for NEW YEARS! I am really excited. Usually New years sucks and are very overrated, but this year I will make it legendary! of course!
It's going to be the best year.
I promise.

I want one of these beds for my birthday.

Kesha - We R Who We R Lyrics On Screen HD

I'm searching for something big.

Monday, December 27, 2010

If not now, when?

I can hardly remember.
It sucks.
1. Go on google translator
2. hit italian to english
3. type "male"
4. look at translation
5. Laugh

my jenny

Meet my friend Jenny. She can whip her hair like Willowwww!
I just wanted to say that. & that she's awesome.
I Miss you :)


Knowledge of what is possible is the beginning of happiness.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

embracing the unknown

(This photo is from exactly 1 year ago.)

In on year from today -
How do you think your life will be different?

First I thought; not much different from how it looks today. But then another question popped into my head "How is your life different from exactly one year ago?" When I then started thinking it hit me how much has happened, how much my life has changed since last year, December 25th. I will tell you, more than I ever predicted or could have expected. In one year; I have graduated from High School, I have moved from Asia to Sweden (40 degrees to -30 degrees), I have started university, I got my first job, I have fallen out of love, I have reconciled with love, I have split from love, I have lost and gained friends, I have found new hobbies, I have moved away from home, I am living on my own; which means I am now making my own meals, my own bed, washing my own clothes, for the first time in my life, I have learned a new language (pretty much), I have traveled to Dubai, Hong Kong, America, Cannes (france) and london. I have realized what I really want to study, I have found my true meaning of life; why I am here and what I am doing, but most importantly, I have grown up.

When I think about it, this is probably the most important year of my life this far in life. This year has been 360 degree life changing and I have not only adjusted to my changes, but loved every one of them. I feel so great when I think of how much can change, you really have no idea where you will be in a year, in a month and even in a week. A lot can happen, a lot can change; embrace it. I mean I could have been stubborn through all of this, and I probably wouldn't have gotten anywhere with that. So what I most importantly have learned from this all is that when you just go with the flow and learn to look at thing with an optimistic outcome, things are a lot easier. I used to be so stubborn and not very accepting when it came to changes. Because I liked my life the way it was and I felt like I didn't need to change it. But today, it is what I love. I love not knowing what will happen tomorrow, I love the surprise life brings us. I love the unexpected. It is what makes life exciting. Because I may be sitting her blogging with you about my day and in just 24 hours, something may have happened; Someone may die, someone may be born, I may get into a school, I may get a job which makes me relocate, whatever it is; you can never predict tomorrow.
The more easy going you are, the easier life will be. No disappointment, because you don't have any predictions or expectations. That is what I have learned. Especially the past 3-4 months. That you have to keep it simple in order to live. Tomorrow is what you make your own present.


Don't think twice.
- It's alright.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

That was my christmas 2010

So My christmas was over! Today was such a great day. It started off by the most beautiful christmas weather, with 1 meter of thick white snow and sunshine. Then we went into our sauna and then we had christmas lunch. Yum yum! Where we sang and drank for hours, it was alot of fun and very filling!!
I have now gotten all my presents. I literally got EVERYTHING i asked for. Which was ironic because this year I asked about really general stuff, but turned out to be some of the best presents I have ever recieved.
I got a GANT bathrobe which I am NEVER taking off and now I am having a cup of tea and reading Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen's book that I got from Kajsa. Everyone is asleep and I just can't stop smiling. I am so grateful for everything I got and this day, but most of all; I am very grateful for my family, all 12 of them :)

Good night little elves. I hope Santa brings you loads of presents tonight guys!

Merry Christmas everyone.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

You meet thousands of people and none of them ever really touch you, then you meet one and it changes your life.

You want to know something?

All I want for christmas is my Maddy :)

Tomorrow is Christmas!!!


Life is like a photography; we develop from the negatives.
"My only question; WHY?"

Wednesday, December 22, 2010


I love being up late when everyone is sleeping. The entire house is sleeping and completely quiet. It is just me and my book. It is the most liberating and satisfying feeling in the world.
You get to reflect on things and you just get to sit and listen to your own thoughts.
It is amazing how much that can do to you. You hear your soul and you can feel your own feelings. It surprises you how much there actually is to think about when you actually get down to it. But even the stressful thoughts at these times are calm because it is so relaxing. Everything is just taking it's own time. So whatever your body has to feel, it is feelings it. Whatever you need your head to listen to, it listens.
I can't explain the feelings, so try it yourself. No music, no tv, nothing. Just you. and maybe even a book. But then lay down on your back and just look up into the ceiling and let your heart and mind wonder.
This is sounding all meditating or whatever, but not really. Not even soul-searching. I like to call it "You-time"
Have some "you-time" :)
The difference between ordinary and
extraordinary is that little extra.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Home sweet home :)


I just love being home. The whole house has christmas in it's atmosphere and out side there is snow all the way up to my knees. Everything is covered in snow. You can't even see our pool! It's crazy.
I love it. All my sister's are here and so is Reuben. Tomorrow my brother in law and my cousin's are coming and then christmas really begins.
I love having little christmasy candies all over the place and the fireplace is on. I have gone for long walks everyday, because there is nothing better than winter fresh air. :)
I couldn't love christmas more!
You're young.
So shut up and enjoy life.
I want this ring ! It's so wickedd!

Thank you Emma :)

Today I got my christmas present in the mail from my Emma Jo! Thank you so much :)
I got a very nice bracelet, which I CANNOT believe you got me. I wouldn't even in my wildest dreams have thought you would ever get me that. Thank you! It looks great on me ;) Then I got a penis sock! Haha I think that is what it is? haha well it made me laugh :) And then I got my favorite lip gloss which will make me all christmasy jolly looking!
So I just wanted to say I love you Emma, very very much. Merry Christmas! & I am glad you got to go to KL after all.
Miss you and Merry Christmas darling

You're my kind of happy pill.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Merry christmas everybody!

Howie Day - Collide

The true kind of happiness

can you do it?

What would you do if you had no fear? What would you do if you were able to do anything? What if you had the courage to do something? What if people's opinions didn't matter? What if there was no right or wrong? What would you do? and most importantly, would you do it?

Then there really shouldn't be anything to stop you.
Jump first, look after.