Saturday, May 29, 2010

We graduated, class of 2010.

Last night the class of 2010 finally graduated. It went by so fast!
Especially when they called my name, that moment that I have waited for for 12 years, was over in about 3 seconds. I couldnt stop smiling. I am so proud of myself and all my peers!
Udbahv and Michael, both your speechs were really good! I liked them in every way.
But now its family photo time and then its my graduation party tonight!
See you all there, or most of you :)

We Graduated.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Almost done now!

So now after all the rehersaling we are finally graduating! TOMORROW!
The past few days I have done nothing but suming up my high school. Packing up my room and starting to say goodbye to my friends. Its nice because we have some of our alumnis back!
And we got our amazing yearbook! Oh yes, its an amazing one. As for being on the yearbook team myself, I am very proud of it :)
Here are some photos. Because now I will be busy busy busy the next upcoming days.

Tonight: Brookes grad thing
Tomorrow: Graduation
Saturday: My graduation party
Sunday: A friends party
Monday: Goodbye malaysia, I move.

Anyways I hope you enjoy these!

♥Yours always, Stiniwini.
Be unique, Be smart.

My sister is back too!! :D
` Lars is back!!

At dinner with the girls.

Me and My Madeleine :)

Yearbook 2010

Tucker, Emma and Darragh

Emma and her Kevin :)

Emma, Pauline, Mayuri and Me.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Blast from the past

As I am throwing out and packing everything up. I have gone through hundreds of letters and pictures. These three really made me smile :)

Saturday, May 22, 2010

"hey sexy girl from kuala lumpur" "hey baby that's me, i'll be on the dance floor"

Here are some photos that Maddy and I took of each other. Hope you like them :)

Friday, May 21, 2010

Victim of Love

“Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and you find out you still care for that person”

When I saw this quote it really made me smile. For months now I haven't been quiet the feeler for love. Even at times I questioned if there was such thing? If you think about it, can you really put a definition for it? For me it almost started to be just a word that people would say to one and other, as an excuse or a way to prove something. It didn't have a meaning for itself. When I was reading Chicken Soup for the Soul (which everyone should read) this quote came across me. This really is the meaning of love. So to everyone that is out there feeling that they have been cheated by the other person, that you question if it all was one big lie... If after everything; even if you are not speaking to the person and you still think about them hoping that they are okay and sometimes even worry about them, you can smile to yourself and know that you are a victim of love.

♥Yours always, Stiniwini.
Be unique, Be smart.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

The Rain

I got this story in an email today from my mother. And it just gave me the biggest smile. May be cheesy, but it is true. This is what true love really is. :)

♥Yours always, Stiniwini.
-Be unique, Be smart.

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am..

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of
his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to
the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health.

He told me that she had been there
for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.

He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every
morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?'

He smiled as he
patted my hand and said,

'She doesn't
know me, but I still know who she is.'

I had to hold back
tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,

'That is the kind of love I want in my life.'

True love is
neither physical, nor romantic.

True love is an acceptance
of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

Who says I cant dance in these shoes?

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Dear John

Here is mine and Rueben's dance for the interpretation of the book dear john. If you have read the book or seen the movie, you should be able to get it :) If not, well watch it anyways!

♥Yours always, Stiniwini.
- Be unique, Be Smart.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

"Without suffering, there'd be no compassion."

Today I finally finished my IB bio exam, chaching! And also my Dance with Rueben, FINALLY! I will post the dance later on when it is completely final. Even if I was about to pass out from exhaustion( and i wasn't the one carrying me and holding me up for about 5 minutes, poor rueben! ) we finished it!
We made this dance as an interpretation of the book/movie "Dear John". Here are some shots if you would like to see some! Anyways now I am exhausted! and I need to go to school for the first time in like 3 weeks! woop woop, only one class though :) and that's to show my class mine and maddy's final dance.
If you're bored and interested check out our dance at:

♥Yours always, Stiniwini.
- Be Unique, be smart.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Believe in YOURSELF.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Are we really ever ready?

As for tonight when I was sitting and deciding on my graduation song, it all hit me.
I have been preparing for this moment since I started my countdown, 150 days ago. But something so small as a song got me thinking.
How am I suppose to have one song that is suppose to represent all my feelings and emotions over the past 4 years? How can there only be one song that reflects over 4 years, 1460 days of memories?
I guess you have been so excited about what is yet to come. What is laying ahead of you. Now it truly is the time for us all to shine. To be WHO you want to be and be WHAT you want to be. This next step is where you decided where you are going to be. As exciting as it all is, I am forgetting what I leaving behind.
I have always known that leaving people, my close friends, behind would be hard. But I also know that I will keep in touch with them, speak to them every now and then and maybe even meet up every once in a while. But then there are those other people...
The sort of people that you encounter with one everyday bases. The ones you speak to everytime you enter your french or science class, but you never really hang out with them outside the class. Some people just view the "others" as extras in their little "movie" but to me, they all share an individual role. Because over the past 4 years they have been the reasons to why I enjoy my math and english classes. They have put a smile to my face every time I entered class. So yes, I might not know their heritage or their boy/girl problems, but that doesn't make them any less important. Everyone, whether you are a teacher, my tutor, my friend or even Connie & Lee, you have all made an impact on me.

So in 12 days when I stand up on that stage receiving my diploma; there is going to be about 130 people who have made an impact on me without even knowing it.

♥ Yours always, Stiniwini.

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. " - Maya Angelou

This is left sir!

Tonight Maddy and I decided to go to dinner. We have been planning to go to this one special place for about 2 weeks now. When we finally decided to go, there is a function! OF COURSE. taken with a smile Maddy and I decided to skip right along to 789...
Yes after the second ride with a very lost and crazy taxi driver we arrive! bingo. Yet to find out that heyyyyyy ANOTHER FUNCTION.
Anways after a lot of whos and whats, we ended up at Chinoz. We had a very nice nostalgic conversation about the past and future.

I am really going to miss you, Maddy. I have the best of times and the craziest adventures with you. We're awesome together :)

♥ Your always, Stiniwini.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Russian Fashion

Last night Maddy and I decided to dress up really "Russian" fashionably and went to dinner, to celebrate my birthday (well as far as the chili's people know)! yay!
Here are some lovely pictures that were taken from the night. Try to speak with a russian/swedish accent for 3 hours. Trust me it grows on you, more or less sticks with you!
Anyways, check these out. and check out my sexy surf board!

♥ Be unique, be Smart.