Sunday, October 31, 2010

home sweet home :)





This weekend I went home to my place in Skåne to visit the fam and my girls. The autumn is beautiful and I went for the loveliest saturday morning walk with my parents and sister! :)
Then Alexandra, Hanna and Sara came to visit for some Halloween sleepover! haha.
I love my girls. Just like it was in 5th grade, it is in now. :)

Friday, October 29, 2010

Funny Video

Hahahaha This is really funny, watch it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7uSlqI1AVUk

this looks so "freeing"


We tend to forget that happiness doesn’t come as a result of getting something we don’t have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.


Wednesday, October 27, 2010


Exam in a bit. THANK GOD TO COFFEE :)

Tuesday, October 26, 2010



"Your holding on to the pain because it is all we have left. We don't have to because we have a choice."

- Chuck Bass


Monday, October 25, 2010

Mmmmmmm

I'm going to make cupcakes!

"SUMMER, IN ORDER FOR TWO HALVES TO BE WHOLE

EACH HALF MUST BE WHOLE ON ITS OWN."

Che, The OC.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

take a second

RIGHT NOW, WHILE YOU’RE SITTING AT HOME SCROLLING DOWN this blog or doing some facebook stalking, THERE IS SOMEONE BRINGING A CHILD INTO THE WORLD, SOMEONE HAS JUST FALLEN IN LOVE, SOMEONE IS SLEEPING, SOMEONE JUST RECIEVED A LIFE CHANGING SUM OF MONEY, SOMEONE’S GETTING MARRIED, SOMEONE IS LEARNING TO READ, A CHILD JUST SAID THEIR FIRST WORD, SOMEONE IS STARING INTO SPACE AND SOMEONE IS HAVING THE BEST DAY OF THEIR LIFE. BUT, RIGHT NOW…SOMEONE HAS ALSO JUST BEEN TOLD THEY HAVE WEEKS TO LIVE, SOMEONE HAS JUST COMMITED SUICIDE, SOMEONE IS BEGGING ON THE STREETS JUST TO BE ABLE TO EAT, SOMEONE HAS JUST LOST THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN THEIR LIFE, SOMEONE IS BEING HELD PRISONER, SOMEONE IS SITTING IN A FACTORY WORKING FOR 16 HOURS A DAY EARNING CLOSE TO NOTHING. YOU’RE SITTING ON A CHAIR, YOU HAVE ELECTRICITY, HEAT, FOOD, CLEAN RUNNING WATER AND YOU HAVE ENOUGH FREE TIME TO READ THIS. SO BEFORE YOU START COMPLAINING ABOUT YOUR OWN LIFE, THINK OF THE OTHERS THAN WOULDN’T KNOW HOW.

airplane me


Why is it that it is still just as fun to fly airplanes when you are grown up?
Probably even more fun now. :)

this baby made me laugh

2 MONTHS UNTIL MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY!
CHRISTMAS!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

make a jump for it


Jump, and you will find out how to unfold your wings as you fall.

Life is good!

A good day


After a nice cousin sleepover with some wicked ice cream and caramel sauce, I got up early to go and visit my little sister! It was so nice to see her and her boarding school. Kajsa is so grown up! :)
Here I have a photo of my cousin Ulli where she is a badboyyyyy. ISN'T SHE A HOTTIE! rawr!


Friday, October 22, 2010

Yay to maddy!

Today I got a letter from my Madeleine! It made my day sweetie. My little hair tie will now become my lucky hair tie! It will NEVER leave my wrist. Promise! I love you Maddy. Your letter is already on the way. :) Missing you.






Thursday, October 21, 2010

can you sing?




At the moment I am working on finding an Artist/Dj for the production company Berman Brothers (The producers of Maroon 5, cold play and etc.) If you know ANYBODY contact me on my email; oerwen91@aol.com Please send me their website, myspace, soundcloud or anything where I can hear them. This is a great way to get recognized and for fill someone's or your own dreams.

So just keep sending and I will help you out!
oerwen91@aol.com

It's easy removing people from your life,
when they shouldn't even be there to begin with.


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Fadderfest!

Yesterday, we had our final initiation party for our "older brother people". We were suppose to dress up like 4th graders and have a real disco! It was a great success and alot of fun. Unfortunately, terribly hung over today which I can't recall I ever was after discos in 4th grade.
But it sure was alot of fun. Thank you for a great initiation and a great night!
STINI GOT HER DREAM JOB!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I want it to be summer again!

Monday, October 18, 2010


I honestly don't know what I would do without my Maddy.


the world

Today I realized that I have yet so much to learn, so much to see, so much to do. Today I learned that I am young. Today I learned that I am going to do exactly what I want to do. It is pointless waiting around for things to happen, for people to do things. You have to take an action and do it yourself. I feel as if Im being tied down to something that I don't want nor need to be tied down for. I feel that there isn't a plan out there for everyone. I am the plan, I make the plans and I do the plans. I decide where I am heading and where I have been. So what I am doing? I am saving my own life with my own will because, I'm going to explore.
"If there is anything we can know with uncertainty,
we have to doubt everything we know. "

life

"If you are really honest what you want out of life, life gives it to you. "
- Ted Moseby

Sunday, October 17, 2010


Have the courage to set something free. If it is yours it will come back to you. If not, it wasn't even yours to begin with.
I have set it free and I have let it go. It has flown away.

Saturday, October 16, 2010


This is not happening.

Friday, October 15, 2010

the very first snow

Today was a great day. Started off by me heading home to Sofia's and having some wicked breakfast. After getting ready, we headed for IKEA. First thing is first, meatballs! Then the actually purchases. The big spender I am, spent a while 26 kr! oh yes, one clothe cleaner roll for 9 kr and a hand towel for 17kr. I WENT FULL OUT! Then it was cinnamon bun time with coffee! Oh yes. Then we decided to head back home to get ready for Snerikes Song party thingy. ineresting. So what hits my eye when we are on our way home? oh yes, the year's very first snowflake! Everyones grumpy about it but I couldn't be more excited! The snowmen making, oh yes here I come!
Now my friend Chris is on his way over to cuddle with me and drink hot chocolate! Yes, I am happy I still have my malaysian Chris :)
But I am really happy that I have my Sofia. I really am. We get closer and closer everyday, we're practically married now! haha. No, but uppsala wouldn't be the same without her. :)

So as for now, im putting on my new sexy running pants so that I can just jump straight out of bed tomorrow morning and get running. because guess what? Thats all the fun i'll be having with all the 100s of pages I have to read. woopidooo.

Good night people. Have a jolly night!
IT IS SNOWING!! It is snowing in Uppsala today for the first time!
I haven't been this excited in a long time!
:D

Thursday, October 14, 2010

my maddy


I love my girl!

you can do it, i can do it, we all can do it.




No matter what the down fall may be, no matter what you are going through, you will get through anything with just a little bit of determination. You can do it. We all can.

All in your head


Did you know that All emotional pain lasts for 12 minutes,
anything longer than that is self-inflicted.
Psychological Facts

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare
False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."




The Girl - City and Colour

Wish I could do better by you,
'cause that's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl

When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave
Fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
You don't ask for no diamond rings no delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

hugs and love

Hugs
Hugs are the best thing in the world. From just a hug you can feel the feeling of comfort, love and security.
A hug you can give to a lover, friend and even a stranger.
But with just a hug you can brighten anyones day. Its a way of showing that you are there whenever someone needs something to hold on to.
Hugs are my favorites.

Monday, October 11, 2010

REDBULL makes you strong :)


I want us to what we are meant to be.



You were my everything, and I was yours, but I dont want to be that and I dont want YOU to be that any longer; because it is unhealthy. I want us to be two individuals that fit, not two people that grew together as one, then trying to make that work. I want to follow my dreams, just like you are. I want to be a star, so you can be as proud of me just as I am of you. I want us to be two extraordinary individuals that fit, not two siamese twins that are forced together because they dont know any better. I want us to be what we are meant to be.
I do want you to be my something. at least one day.

youre my something



Time heals everything
.
It does. to an extent. Each day gets better and better, but not because the pain actually goes away. But because we slowly start to "forget". But do we really? Will we really ever forget? Do you think it is even possible? If you ask me, no. What time does though, is that is gives us more space and time to look at things from a new perspective. It makes us realize how silly we may have been, and it makes us realize how great things actually are and how lucky we are.
I am lucky. I am lucky to have you. At times we may feel that nothing is worth it, but when we loose it we realize how great it actually was. Take the time, take a breathe, because if we are as great as we are or at least have been; we will be better than ever before.


Sunday, October 10, 2010

My sunday and new life!


WAAAHHHHH!
Today was one of those lovely little sundays. Where you go for a nice little run in the cold but yet sunny weather. See a friend. Do some studying. Go for a coffee. Then come home just listening to some chill music staring into out of the window to the beautiful fall weather and then taking a little nap. Then you meet up with a few friends for some spaghetti Bolognese. Just a very nice soulresting sunday.
As of tomorrow, my new life starts :)
Stina for once in her life is going to get routines! Oh yes, I have never had them, but ladies and gentlemen now I do! I have my whiteboard and my planner. VOILA! I will be fitting in a 1 hour breakfast chilling time everyday, at least 1 hour exercising either at the gym or a run, or dance. Then studying! OBS! of course classes!
Yes, routines will be nice for a change. :)
Good night Sunday. Make it a good day tomorrow too! and I hope you like my new blog update.
Goodnight people.
Xoxo Stiniwini.