A good night with a good friend

 It is so weird that just two months ago we hardly knew each other and today she has become a very close friend of mine, whose become a big and an important part of my life. She is amazing in every single way. & it sucks that I am leaving right in the beginning of our little "romance", but I will see her California (hopefully!) and if not, well i will just have to miss you until mid January! :) 

my mom.

Yesterday my mom and my little sister and I went out on a boatride around the Stockholms skärgård. It was so nice! Sweden is so gorgeous! But most importantly, so is my mom. I am going to miss my mom so  much when I leave. She is just amazing in every single way. I know you usually say that, but she doesn't have a flaw! I can't believe she is 59 years old and looks like this. I'll be so lucky if I look like her when Im 40! :) there is nothing I am more thankful for than my relationship with her. I love her.

In 8 days I get to lay on top of my Henrik :)

An Early Saturday!

ONE MORE NIGHT OF NO SLEEP! woho! So now the past three nights I have slept 4 hours all together! Weird thing I have no crashed just yet, once I do I will sleep for like a day. But anyways, today I decided to go for another one of my 6am walk. But today I ran! At 7am I passed by a sunbed tanning place, so I did then. Then I ran back home. I have just had my breakfast and is now having my morning coffee! Then I am jumping into the shower to go to Stockholm. I am seeing my mom and we are going out on this boat around Kungsholmen and having lunch there. THEN TONIGHT! It's Kajsa J and Stini Partytime! Ohhhh what a day!!!

Compliments. Compliments are easy. Sometimes compliments are just made for the sake of courtesy. Some you take to the heart, some are just an everyday passing comments. Some compliments you remember for the rest of your life. Some compliments you are given, subconciously defines the person that gave them to you. Do you want to know what I like most about compliments? I like the fact they do nothing then cheer people up. Doesn't matter if people find them "fake" and that person "fake"; Because for that slightest moment when they are given that compliment, it does trigger your "happiness" neurons in your brain and your heart does smile for a second. Because no matter if they really mean the compliment or not, you still take it to heart, in hoping that it is true! I love compliments and I do love complimenting people when I see them, because 99% of the time there is at least one thing that I like about that person, it can be something they are wearing, something they just have done or succeeded with or just how they look that day, so why not then throw them that extra compliment? Why think to yourself "She looks great today! is it her hair?" and why don't you express it? 

early bird!

Yesterday I got my American Visa! With a few twist and turns and a few "stina" U-turns and some 6,5 hours waiting later I managed to get my visa! WOHO! 
Then it was Stocken time! Unfortunately, my last Stocken before I leave for San Diego. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT'S 9 DAYS UNTIL I LEAVE? Crazy! 
Well I was up the entire night with the worst fever and sweating flods and my stomach wasn't doing too well either. At the verge of dying at around 4 am, Henrik calls me! :) That always puts me in a good mood and helped my body rehabilitate itself. He is my nervecalmer! Whilst I was speaking to Henrik I went for the most amazing autumn walk at 6 am, the sun was just coming up and the air was amazingly cool and the temperature was perfect from the sun. It is these moments where I just love autumn, other ew. Then I got home at around 8am had my breakfast called my mom and then did my laundry and cleaned the bathroom and kitchen at the same time! Now I have spinning in 2 hours and then it is IKEA at 4! Waho! Then some very much just friends cozy loving time tonight. See how much you get done by just getting out of bed at a normal hour? :)

some twists and turns

Chugging and tugging

It is bright and shine early! I have literally woken up about 37 times throughout my sleep because i was so nervous that I was going to miss my appointment at the Embassy, which I have in 35 minutes. Luckily, I It is just 3 minutes away from where I live! Now I am chugging coffee so that I will be able to stay awake through my interviews! I really do hope I get my visa on time so that I can leave on the 25th and see my Henkini! Waaaawee!!!

Which bikini would I look hottest in? ;)

www.smarterpresents.com/

Haha a funny site to go on if you ever don't know what present you should get someone.

Life's instructions

1. Have a firm handshake.
2. Look people in the eye.
3. Sing in the shower.
4. Own a great stereo system.
5. If in a fight, hit first and hit hard.
6. Keep secrets.
7. Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday.
8. Always accept an outstretched hand.
9. Be brave. Even if you're not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.
10. Whistle.
11. Avoid sarcastic remarks.
12. Choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90 per cent of all your happiness or misery.
13. Make it a habit to do nice things for people who will never find out.
14. Lend only those books you never care to see again.
15. Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all that they have.
16. When playing games with ! children, let them win.
17. Give people a second chance, but not a third.
18. Be romantic.
19. Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.
20. Loosen up. Relax. Except for rare life-and-death matters, nothing is as important as it first seems.
21. Don't allow the phone to interrupt important moments. It's there for our convenience, not the caller's.
22. Be a good loser.
23. Be a good winner.
24. Think twice before burdening a friend with a secret.
25. When someone hugs you, let them be the first to let go.
26. Be modest. A lot was accomplished before you were born.
27. Keep it simple.
28. Beware of the person who has nothing to lose.
29. Don't burn bridges. You'll be surprised how many times you have to cross the same river.
30. Live your life so that your epitaph could read, No Regrets
31. Be bold and courageous. When you look back on life, you'll regret the
32. things you didn't do more than the one's you did.
33. Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.
34. Remember no one makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who helped you.
35. Take charge of your attitude. Don't let someone else choose it for you.
36. Visit friends and relatives when they are in hospital; you need only stay a few minutes.
37. Begin each day with some of your favorite music.
38. Once in a while, take the scenic route.
39. Send a lot of Valentine cards. Sign them, 'Someone who thinks you're terrific.'
40. Answer the phone with enthusiasm and energy in your voice.
41. Keep a note pad and pencil on your bed-side table. Million-dollar ideas sometimes strike at 3 a.m.
42. Show respect for everyone who works for a living, regardless of how trivial their job.
43. Send your loved ones flowers. Think of a reason later.
44. Make someone's day by paying the toll for the person in the car behind you.
45. Become someone's hero.
46. Marry only for love.
47. Count your blessings.
48. Compliment the meal when you're a guest in someone's home.
49. Wave at the children on a school bus.
50. Remember that 80 per cent of the success in any job is based on your ability to deal with people.
51. Don't expect life to be fair.

11 days!!!

Today I am going to Stockholm for the night to wake up early for my VISA appointment att the American Embassy! If it all goes well I get to see Henrik in 11 days!!! =)

1+1=3

Phosphenes are the...

Stars and colors you see when you rub your eyes.

I was a brunette for a day.

   I was brunette for a day! But now I am back to my natural color. Not blonde like I was before but not brunette either, more dirty blond. But I will definitely go this color when I come back from California. Because I actually like it. But it wont become a nice color with all the sun..

STIL : 23 september!!!

A little touch of pink.

Today we had our ticket release for STIL 2011! Woop woop! So I got to wear my pink bowtie that I just needed to show everyone! :)

a little dream of joy

I love when you have fallen asleep after a long day and the room is pitch blackdark. Your body is so heavy and your thoughts are far in to your dreams. When you wake up to your phone ringing and you answer with a dead "hello" and recieve the most comforting and familiar "Hey, it's me."you know. That is what I love about love, that it really doesn't matter what mood you are in, what hour of the day/night it is, you still get the warmest feeling pass through your body whilst your heart skips an extra beat. To me that is the best definiton of love. I may hate being away from Henrik, but nothing gives me a better kick start to my day or dreams than talking to him. Because no matter how upset I may be at him, how much I may miss him, he really is my enerybooster! You should really have an energybooster, if you don't have one; GET ONE! :)

OFFICIAL Breaking Dawn Trailer On MTV Movie Awards (HD) 05.06.2011

sooooooooooooo soooon!!!

I'm in Skåne for the weekend! =)

a different kind of love

I just wanted to say that I miss my Madeleine Browning very much. I get in to these moods and I just look through photos of us and just sit there laughing out loud, mostly because all our pictures are retarded and because we are always laughing. I can't wait to be in the same country as her again! It may not be in the same city, but I at least don't have to fly for an entire day if I have a maddy-meltdown! So today I just wanted to say that I miss her. And that I am literally hurting in my abs from all the laughing. Nobody is like her. Nobody is like us. Good thing we found each other! :)

I can't promise to solve all your problems, but I can promise you won't have to face them alone.

Best song to wake up to:

Collide - Howie Day

STIL 2011

A thursday morning

MORNING TIME! Crappy weather, real fall weather. But at the same time it is so nice to wake up and have a nice warm cup of coffee and listen to the rain. A slow nice morning! =) BIG DAY AHEAD! But I am so relieved, yesterday I got everything done! I have planned my entire trip; booked tickets and places to stay, I have registered for all my classes here in Uppsala and in Cali! Wooop woop! Today my little sister comes! yay!!! Then it is Skåne for the weekend!!!

Some dinner with some good people :)

We can be Emos.

So Nollningen has kicked off again! And on monday night we were EMOS! No to shabby I must say. =)

FINALLY BOOKED AND READY FOR MY TRIP!

everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.

LA in 2 weeks and 6 days!!!

Two to tango

After an inspiring weekend in Stockholm, I am back in Uppsala to get rolling again. It is early and I am sitting here with my tea and thinking about life and everything in it. But to be more specific, I am thinking about love. What is so confusing when you start to think about love is that it is such an evil swirl. You just keep swirling further and further down. Because usually, you won't have the answer. You want to have the answer, because you are told that "you can only find it within yourself and as long as you know what you are doing then it is fine". But here is the beauty of love ladies and genetlemen, there is absolutely nothing you can do. You can fight for yourself, so that you feel that you have done everything that you possibly could, but you can never do something on your own when it involves another person. It takes two to tango... So it doesn't matter if you are trying to work out the best way to make 30000 miles seem shorter, trying to come back to where you once were before you cheated or just simple trying to make a relationship work. Because as long as you are doing it on your own, you will get nowhere, at least not in your relationship. So the next time you say "Well I have done everything I can." Think to yourself; has your partner done everything they can? and to tell you the truth, most probably... Because otherwise they wouldn't be in this relationship. Because why would someone love you and yet not walk that extra mile? So of course they have!!! But, it is maybe just not as far as you would have hoped them to walk for you. That is what it is, this is what relationships are all about.  So stop putting down all those extra miles you are walking for someone who is not and start walking them for yourself and sooner or later you will find someone who is walking those miles next to you.

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