just a thought

You always know the answer. You just decide to ignore it. Just take a second. Take a breath. Your head will be cleared and the first thing that pops into your head, usually is the answer.

Life really isn't much harder than that.

Listen to your thoughts.

A poem that made me smile and think of you

Although I can see
Your beautiful face,
And I remember the feel
Of your warm embrace.

My heart beats
Like tribal drums,
I miss you so much
As I start to hum..

These words in rhyme
Come from my heart,
Which is aching now
Because we're apart.

How I long
For the day,
When your all
Here to stay.

There's a lump in my throat
As tears start to well,
For missing you
Feels like hell.

I can live without you.

I just don't want to.

Weirdos never part

I miss my madeleine browning. Its hard living and breathing with a person for 4 years and now all you get to do it skype. She makes my day everyday. Just a message on my wall or even a picture of a random baby rabbit from her brightens my day. Now thats the definition for best friends; "Being able to bring happiness into each other's day without the presences of one and other, just through a thought"

I love you Madeleine Browning. My weirdo forever.

Goodbye McNamara

Today my Emma McNamara is leaving me to go back to KL. It was so nice to have her here this week. It was like we never left each other :) It felt like we were back in KL, but in Sweden. I will miss her so much. But I will see you soon Kiddo. But for now, chin up high and smile because its what you're worth. I'm proud of you and I love you very much.

See you soon. Your, McSteamy.

happy birthday grandma!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORMOR!

85 years today

I love you!

THE ARTS

courage

“Courage is the discovery that you may not win,

and trying when you know you can lose.”

500 days of summer

Last night I watched "500 days of summer", this was my second attempt after falling asleep the first time. Guess what? I loved it.

What I loved about it was the outcome and the meaning of the movie.

"Coincidence, that's all anything ever is, nothing more than coincidence... Tom had finally learned, there are no miracles. There's no such thing as fate, nothing is meant to be."

Booboo gets coozyyy

Today my friend Stina moved out and into her own room. As much as I will miss her, I finally have my own room. So I have my Emma here to make it real nice. We cleaned it out so nicely, vacuumed and everything, super nice. Here is my Booboo chilling in the cozziness! Ill put up some photos tomorrow when its fully done to show you how nice it has become!

Good night beautiful people.

And this is for my Madeleine so that she knows I am thinking about her.

I will miss you.

The Émma is in Sweden!

My McSteamy has arrived to my country!! YAYYY!!

First day we explored the capital, Stockholm! Now we are back in Uppsala. Tonight we had a corridor party which was just....interesting... haha.

But now I have her for a week and she is going to experience Uppsala as a student! Like me! :)

Stay tuned for the adventures of The Mcs!

the little changes in life

This is one accurate and very interesting quote. Because you do. Every day when you wake up you get a new opportunity to change all these things about ourselves that we may not like, or thing we shall improve on. But the change doesnt have to wait for a specific occasion, it has to happen at different opportunities. Opportunities that allows you to think differently and act differently upon this specific opportunity. Life doesn't allow you change, nor does time, only you have the power to change who you want to be, and most importantly, what you want to be.

Some people are scared of making changes. But if you have realized the things that you have done wrong and things you can improve on, then why not?

Why not take the next second and change you life?

life

Life is the flower for which love is the honey.

To be great is to be misunderstood.

In this twisted world

Hi alot of things are happening right now, which means I have a lot of things to tell you. Things that I would only tell you, things I should only tell you and things I just don't tell anybody else. You are here, but yet a thousand miles away. I want to say I miss you, but somewhere inside me I don't. Not because I don't want to, but because I don't have time. I wish you could come and see my world and approve. Cause on some sad level it all has to do with the approval. I am so proud of you. If you only knew. You should be proud of me too, if you only knew. I hate that I can't just call you and tell you what happened. I hate that you are not the first to find out. I haven't thought much of it until a news I found out today. Where I wanted to just call and brag to you with my happiness. Because it is what I always do. Because on some level it would make you happy and proud of yourself, because on some twisted level it was influenced by you, just like everything else I do. But some part of me hesitated of the thought of you not caring. I know you care. I know deep down inside you want to know that I am happy. But then at the same time you are a frightened it will bring us close again. I am too. But point proven many times, we've always been close. Whether we want to or not. Because it is the only thing we know. So deal with it. Because I am & I miss my best friend.

its fall time :)

Today was just one of those beautiful fall days. My friend Chris and I went to look at a few apartments and had breakfast and went for a lovely walk. We even got to see the filming set of the movie "The girl with the dragon tattoo".

Now I have a heavy day ahead of me which will include of 24 hours studying. YES.

:)

Loves the feeling of butterflies in my stomach :)

VIBE LIME

Good luck tonight. You will do great, as always. I'm super jealous of the people that are able to be there. Don't forget my song :)

You're Awesome.

I miss you.

My Mormor

Anybody that knows me, knows how important my grandmother is to me. She is the apple of my eye, and the rock of my heart. She really is the most amazing person I have ever met. I am sitting her trying to study and I started to think of her. Just the thought of her make me happy. I am now 19 years old and I still have her in my life. How lucky am I? Speaking to her is the best battery charger in the world. Now when I finally live in the same country as her again I can call her everyday. It is not so much what we talk about, but the sound of her voice when I call her. She doesn't only smile, she comes to life in a way that brings a smile to me. Because when a phone call can boosten someone's energy this much, is the best feeling in the world. To tell you the truth, there is no one that can put a smile to my face like my grandma. I love her more than anyone in this planet. She is not just my other half, I am her other half. I mean, I have half her name! Anna-Stina! :)

She is turning 85 in 2 weeks and I can't wait to see her! I just wanted to say it, that I love my Grandma. & I am so lucky I still have her in my life.

Cherish all days with the ones you love, especially the older ones. :)

-Cause a phone call does it, trust me. It's better than nothing! So call your grandma!

"But it wouldn't be my world without you in it."

Head banging gives you the nicest HIGH.

Pop it like you want it!