Friday, December 17, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
be ridiculous
Imperfection is beauty
Madness is
Genius
It's better to be ABSOLUTELY
ridiculous,
than absolutely BORING.
yay!
well this definitely made my day. Zac is back on the market!
This means war ladies! haha.
He's mine.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
good morning
Last night a thought poped into my head, everyday something happens. It may be just a normal day with classes, lunch, the gym, nothing speical. BUT everyday holds a surprise! It may not be a big life changing surprise but at least everyday something small at least happens that spices up your day. So everyday is a mystery . I found this to be an intriguing thought to wake up to. Well to start off with, I woke up at 6 am all by myself, and I was WIDE AWAKE, excited to the thought of my day. I had my breakfast, put on my work out clothes, and went for an hour walk and then ended up at the gym where I just ran. Well to begin with, I haven't ran in a long time, but I was in such a great mood so I just ran for an entire hour, I got tired BUT NOT exhausted. I felt great. Now I just got back to my place and I am having my coffee whilst im wrapped up in my towel after one nice long hot shower. This is the definition of my perfect morning, a great beginning of my exciting day.
Have a great day!
Everyday will surprise you.
Let it.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
i love you mitch
Today, I am having a very nostalgic day. Someone I miss alot today is my friend Mitch. Mitch is one of my oldest friends, I met him my very first day at ISKL in second grade. Mitch is one of the greatest people I know. He never judges you, he just love you unconditionally. I love that about him! He is awesome at making someone smile and he gives you compliments to make you smile for months after! He gets you through all kinds of days, without even talking to you about it, just brings other happy thoughts to my life! He simply is just awesome at making people happy.
This christmas I was so looking forward to going back to KL to see him and just chill, because we never got to chill just him and me, when we lived there. But unfortunately I wont. SO now I am making him this post to tell him how much I love him and that one day we will chill and then we will really be chillinnn.:)
Mitch, you're my best friend. Merry Christmas!
Monday, December 13, 2010
Coldplay - Christmas Lights
"Christmas night, another fight.
Tears we cried; a flood.
Got all kinds of poison in, poison in my blood.
Took my feet, to Oxford street, trying to right a wrong.
"Just walk away", those windows say, but I can't believe she's gone.
When you're still waiting for the snow to fall,
It doesn't really feel like Christmas at all.
A group of cameras on there flicker, Oh they flicker and they flow.
And I'm up here holding on to all those chandeliers of hope.
Like some drunkard Elvis singing, I go singing out of tune.
Singing how I always loved you darling, and I always will.
Oh when I'm still waiting for the snow to fall,
It doesn't really feel like Christmas at all.
Still waiting for the snow to fall, It doesn't really feel like Christmas at all.
Those Christmas lights,
Light up the street,
Down where the sea and city meet.
May all your troubles soon be gone.
Oh Christmas lights, keep shining on.
Those Christmas lights, light up the street.
Maybe they'll bring her back to me.
Then all my troubles will be gone,
Oh Christmas lights, keep shining on.
Ohhhhohhhhoohhhohhhhhhhhooohohohohhhhhh
Oh Christmas lights, light up the street.
Light up the fireworks in me.
May all your troubles soon be gone.
Those Christmas lights, keep shining on."
the smart manroe
Like I keep telling my Sofia, everything always falls into to place. Just breathe, relax and enjoy the other things that make you happy in the meantime. Whatever that is confusing you, worrying you or hurting you; just smile and think about all the other stuff, because sooner or later it will no longer be a problem, the answer will come. Everything always works out.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
my exam ritual!
I love photobooth! Today I have my exam and I am doing my "exam" ritual, which means wake up 4 hours before the exam and have a long shower, eat a long break fast, drink a coup of nice coffee or maybe even two. Then just chill, go over some notes and put on some nice clothes that make me feel sophisticated :)
Then there is about 2 hours left... What do I do? I hang out with my best friend, photobooth!
So this is how easily entertained I can be. Thank you Mac for this lovely creation.
In this photo: Me, my coffee study cup, my fuzzy heat pillow who keeps me warm and calm and my best friend throughout every night for the past 2 years, BOOBOO! Nobody comes even close to being as cozy as him. Now you have met them all!
hohohohoooo
This pictures were taken 2 years ago, and I just wanted to say that I miss my girls very much.
I wish I was with you guys right now because then we would be prepping christmas majorly, with loads of candy canes and jolly music.
Last year Maddy and I decorated her entire house with so many christmas things. It was such a great feeling and probably one of my favorite memories with her. We even made our own christmas coffee! It tasted like christmas, not necessarily good, but it added to the feeling.
So I just want to say, Merry Christmas my beautiful girls! I wish you were here.
Friday, December 10, 2010
A friend :)
Friends never betray each other. We fight, sometimes. We disagree. We laugh at each other. But friends, friends are something else altogether. Friends are God's way of saying: here, I know it's tough trying to find your soulmate, but here are some other people you know for sure you can count on forever. They're like family, but better because they love you without the moral obligation attached.
Friends never betray each other. We fight, sometimes. We disagree. We laugh at each other. But friends, friends are something else altogether. Friends are God's way of saying: here, I know it's tough trying to find your soulmate, but here are some other people you know for sure you can count on forever. They're like family, but better because they love you without the moral obligation attached.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
something warm and fuzzy
This is my new best friend! It is fuzzy and it is warm! You just pour hot water into it and it will keep you warm ALL NIGHT LONG :)
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
One day :)
Hmm... After I got back to Sweden from my weekend in London, I have started thinking alot about my past. Who I have been, where I have been, and what I am doing. I have known for a very long time what I have wanted for myself and out of life. I still do. I promised myself that this was going to be my year, my year to enjoy myself, explore with myself and really develop into the individual I want to be. This is my time to do it. I started off fresh, didn't know anybody and I had a whole new world to play with. I lost someone important to me, which I know really got to me even if I have been pushing it aside. I have kept on reminding myself that it is for the better, and it really has been. When you give yourself time and space to grow you really start to see what life is playing out to be. You start to realize who is suppose to be in your life, who shouldn't and what sort of things should be done. When you are standing on a bridge and looking back on your life, you smile. You smile because it was so great. I know I smile because I have so many great memories shared with people I love. But just because I look back, doesn't mean I want it back. But it is nice to go back to once in a while. Everyday I struggle with maturing and moulding into the the adult I want to become. What I now have realized is, without even trying, I have been everyday since I was born. It is the changes in my life that has allowed me to take a step back and think now what? What I am now suppose to do? Changes happen for a reason. Not to hurt you or to make you suffer, it is to challenge you, to challenge your emotionally and "mentally". Without changes, you wouldn't get anywhere in life. Struggles are only for the better. It is something that you should think about when you are going through something hard; It may suck right now, but in the long run it will only do you good and make you stronger. I know just a few months ago, the thought of a person made me cry, because I missed them so much. But after just a little time and some perspective, I am now smiling knowing that you are happy, that life is treating you well. I always thought you needed me and most importantly that I needed you as well in order to be happy. But months later, I am doing good. I am in a place in my life where I am happy with myself and I am happy for you. I want you to know that I finally see the problems and issues and characteristics of me and you, where it went wrong and where we went right. I have realized, we were both fools. But most importantly, we were young. This is what I mean, this is what you realize. When you are young you do silly things that effects the present so much; either makes you happy and willing to fight more or something that makes you give up. But as time floats past us and the more we grow up, we realize how silly it actually was. The struggle of power. I want to remind everyone about this, just as you are about to give up, give up. Giving up may be for losers, but setting something free is just wise. I am wise. I set something free, not because I wanted but because I had to. Now it has made both that person and I a favour. You become independent, you learn things about yourself that you didn't know before, and you allow that person to expand too. If you love something, set it free, if it doesn't come back to you, it wasn't even yours to begin with.
I am still not ready, but the day when I am ready, I will come and hug you. Because that is the only thing I will have to say to you and will want to do to you.
This is a very personal post, but I think alot of people can relate to it, I know alot of my friends can. What I am saying is that when you set something free you are not only doing them a favour, but also yourself. You cannot be scared to grow, you cannot fear the changes, you just have to learn to adjust. There may be anger and disappointment inside of you, but you also have to remember all the other things. All the other good stuff; the way they made you smile, the way they made you feel, the way the brightened up your room, the way the flipped your everyday around. Because no matter what storms and fights you have had with a friend, loved one or a family member, was only because they cared. Fighting is about caring. If someone didn't care, they wouldn't be bothered to waste their energy on fighting. So when you give yourself time, you finally see how silly those fights were compared to the precious time you actually shared with one and other. Why do you have to fight? Why can you not compromise? You want to be happy, and so do they? Fighting doesn't make you happy. So if you have set something free, and they return (whether it is as a lover or a friend), don't do the stupid mistake that tore you guys apart once before. Learn from your past and prove the world that you have grown up. Otherwise, you weren't ready to be brought back to one and other, and you will be back at square one again. So I am taking my time, and I am learning so that I one day can be your friend and hear about everything I have been missing out on. Until then, thank you for setting me free, and you're welcome. I know I will see you again; someday and somewhere. That day, I know we will be laughing at all the silly things, Just like I am doing now. And we will be creating new memories for our scrapbook. Until then I will just continue to miss you. :)
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
THIS WAS MY LONDON TRIP
After the weekend I have had, I dont even know where to begin. I went to visit my girls; Emma, Ria, Jenny, Laura, Charlie and Elena in London. It was my own christmas present to myself! :)
It was such a nice way to get reminded who you are and where you come from. Doesn't matter how long we dont see each other for, and sometimes don't even speak, but we are just as close as we were 2 years ago and we have just as much fun as we did then. I love who you guys are and I love who I am with you. I am so happy I have you and thank you for coming to london to see me so that this reunion was able to happen!
My girls, forever and always.
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